I’m so grateful for deep and meaningful friendships via /r/gratitude

I was born in a society and a family that doesn't value any type of deep connections and believes in "everyone is an enemy they just hide their true colors" and "you should never trust anyone no matter what they all wish the worst for u" so I never felt loved or truly cared for at all through my whole life I was craving emotional support and feeling loved I even tried giving guys a chance but our relationships also felt super shallow because they only picked me cuz I'm good looking they never really wanted to know who I am beyond my beauty.

But this year was so different that any other years I met 3 great people who actually showed me what being loved feels and if I disappear for 5h I get spammed and asked if I'm okay and if something happened, I'm so greatful for my friends who tried their best to make me feel loved and part of their families even though we live very far from each other but they took their time to know me and love me and send me gifts. I love every single one of them so much and I wish there will be a day that we all meet and spend time irl and not just online.