I failed, but I feel so….at peace, is this strange? via /r/gratitude

I wish to start by apologizing if this isnt the right sub for this post, but please read through.
I failed 3 course's and will have to repeat the entire year, but is it weird how calm I am?
My heart was racing at the morning of results being released, so much that I even had a headache, but now I feel calm. Infact, I feel even more motivated than before, it's like a spark has been ignited somehow.
Whatever it is, I hope it keeps me going