Grateful for my MIL via /r/gratitude

I’ve always had a hole in my heart. I had sooo much love but no where to put it. And until I finally started healing from the trauma, everything and everyone could not see me, could not return my love. So I decided to let go of my Earth Mother 👵 with great sadness for she who cannot see herself, could never see her daughter, so I held onto hope that one day I would not only meet my soulmate romantically but maternally. I would spend days imagining, hoping, crying 😭 , and then one day I met this beautiful boy with a magical smile and soon he introduced me to my Soul Mother. Today she told me she had been manifesting me too and my heart ❤️ just swelled with joy. The pain of having all this love ❤️ and no where to place it finally came full circle. I don’t know why I was born into a family who couldn’t love me but I’m so grateful that I finally have just that. 😭😭I love you mama Apryl. Thank you.