Going to try via /r/gratitude

to start this before the new year, so maybe it'll be a good habit instead of a resolution, since I don't believe in those anymore.

I'm grateful for my son.
It cuts like a knife when he's gone, and I need to do better about soaking him in when he's here.
I'm grateful for everything he is as a person and all he has taught me in the world. That's a pretty tall order for a four year old and he doesn't even realize how wonderful he is, and I will do better about showing him this as well… just wanna be a better mom to him.