Struggling today.
A hard day for gratitude. My partner is an alcoholic and the way I see it, losing the battle with sobriety. It’s been ten years, I don’t know if I can take this much longer.
Today I am grateful that I had a home of my own to go to in order to get away when he lied to my face about being drunk, again.
Today I’m grateful for life experience so I am able to remind myself that as much as this hurts, it could be much worse.
Today I am grateful that if this has to end, as much as it will hurt, I have friends and family who will know I did everything I could.
Today I am grateful it’s not that cold out so the round trip of wasted time wasn’t as bad as it could’ve been.
Today I’m grateful that sugar exists, because damn if I didn’t need to eat my feelings.
Submitted January 12, 2025 at 06:56PM by LateExcitement3536
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